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While I Was Away

by Andrew Mura

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1.
I walked up to the top of the hill Knowing that nothing was there Alone and free just my mother and me She held me up to the air I watched streams of the skies energy Drawing shapes out into space Even the moon not so far removed Everything fell into place It was then that I discovered Through all of the mystery That there'd always be an emptiness That could only be filled by me And I swear that I was flying I remember I was so happy My call was heard and all was replying Saying there was something in me I walked up to the top of the hill The sky was purple and red The seasons of green Quickly changing their scene To gold then barren and dead And once again I'd forgotten why I returned to this place In the mirror as my features changed Somehow the seasons kept pace It was then that I remembered Through all the insanity That there always was an emptiness That could only be filled by me I couldn’t tell I was crying I remember I was so happy For so long I'd been trying To find if there was something in me
2.
For you my love I will give it all away Pray its not in vain I may already be too late Can you see me love from across the Vacant plain I reach out to you But the distance is too great I must leave you here While I'm swallowed by the sea Don't you shed a tear There are many more like me Who will hold you close Who will always let you be You deserve a home You deserve a family For you my love I will march into the sun I will be consumed If it means that you are one Of the lucky few Who can go on with their lives I will lay me down If it means you will survive For you my love I will give it all away Pray its not in vain I may already be too late
3.
Cocoon 02:24
My wings are wet from crawling Out of my cocoon And I forgot so much while Waiting in the womb I want to hide deep in a hole And lick my wounds But In my heart I know the time Is coming soon And here you stand Waiting for your first command You orchestrated Everything as planned Led by the sound You gather round The battlefield You look to me and I feel Like a human shield My wings are wet from crawling Out of my cocoon And I forgot so much while Waiting in the womb I want to hide deep in a hole And lick my wounds But In my heart I know the time Is coming soon Hiding in the sand you strain your Senses for the signs The sun won’t shine when you are Deep behind the lines And when the push comes on I shudder in my skin Just what in the hell have I gotten myself in
4.
My Brother 03:03
I step inside of my mind and I find What I don’t want to see and its me My brother my friend how will this all end I’m not the person that I want to be Were so fragile so frail even angels With halos envy our wings Because we bear such a weight All the fear all the hate And despite it we sing My brother my friend How will this all end My brother my man Tell me what was the plan I step outside of myself And become someone else And I leave all the pain My brother my man Tell me what was the plan Which way should I Go again? Please show me the way I got carried away And I lost site of the road I look up the sky And keep wondering why I have to bear this load My brother my friend How will this all end My brother my man Tell me what was the plan
5.
Black Flies 04:24
I keep seeing those black flies Out of the corner of my eyes Praying they'd just go away But it doesn't work that way These illusions will be my doom Just swatting at nothing in the room As I slowly lift away Drift away day after day No those aren't spots before my eyes I sit in silence drawing flies Wishing they would disappear But they can't 'cause they're not here And though I know they don't exist I can't ignore, I can't resist Can’t hang my swatter from the shelf I bring this all upon myself And Holy Jesus Blessed Buddha seem to say That it’s up to me and me alone To make them finally go away And so I try, and still I try Though I know I don't know the trick It takes it all, all I can give Just to remind myself I'm sick I keep seeing those black flies Out of the corner of my eyes Praying they'd just go away But it doesn't work that way
6.
Consequence 03:23
There are no accidents There are no accidents There are no accidents There is only consequence Your every action sets The scene for what you get When you just don’t understand And it isn’t what you planned Your own intent reflects Where your outcome intersects All the things you say and do As they fly right back at you There are no accidents There are no accidents There are no accidents There is only consequence The result depends on how You are acting here and now Your behavior all aligns As you speed right past the signs Towards your ultimate result Shot from your catapult It’s a bull’s eye every time The punishment will fit the crime
7.
Meadowsweet 03:40
I put me under a spell From which I'd never awaken So I could know every sorrow And every joy I'd partake in Now I’ve been dreaming so long Even my name is forgotten I answer to what I'm called Passing from ripe into rotten I sleep the Meadowsweet Sleep I dream the dream never ending Forever riding the spiral Reborn in every beginning I sleep the Meadowsweet Sleep I am the light that’s surrounding A shining sea of electricity I am the music resounding I put me under a spell From which I'd never awaken So I could know every sorrow And every joy I'd partake in Now I’ve been dreaming so long Even my name is forgotten I answer to what I'm called Passing from ripe into rotten I sleep the Meadowsweet Sleep I dream the dream never ending Forever riding the spiral Reborn in every beginning I sleep the Meadowsweet Sleep I am the light that’s surrounding A shining sea of electricity I am the music resounding
8.
Home 02:34
I've been where no one else has gone And I am never coming home I pierced the darkness and bled the dawn And I am never coming home Plunging deep into the heart Lost footsteps I cannot retrace To become whole I killed the part The only part I could not replace And my dearest my beloved even you Are but a mirror of the Starlight breaking through A light that flickered like a candle in your eye Whispering softly of the miracle to die I've been where no one else has gone And I am never coming home I pierced the darkness and bled the dawn And I am never coming home And when my love I reached the end I traced the pain to find my self Each joy and sorrow I had planned So I could be with someone else And my dearest my beloved even you Are just another set of eyes I'm looking through Our one heart hammers out the Birth of galaxies The world of matter hurts but it will never be Alone
9.
What happened while I was away Someone set fire to yesterday Were all the wisemen led astray What happened while I was away Burning night freezing day Forgotten words none can say Long lost the way to where magic lay Stolen while I was away Who killed the sky while I was gone Who sold the ground I was walking on I left a man and and returned a pawn Who killed the sky while I was gone Who stole the mind that I left behind long forgotten thoughts my eyes turned blind Where are my children running free When will my love return to me Burning night freezing day Forgotten words none can say Long lost the way to where magic lay Stolen while I was away
10.
The End 03:15
Was there nothing good when You were young Has the taste now vanished From your tongue Has the wind been driven from your lung Has your spring now totally unsprung Are your strings now vitally unstrung Have your final hangmen all been hung You were once your mother's favorite son Now you stare down the barrel of a gun With your war left tragically unwon Tonight the end has come Your song is sung Your race is run You never got the pun You were outdone By everyone You tried to grasp the sun But came undone Now you're but one Was there nothing good when You were young Has the taste now vanished From your tongue Has the wind been driven from your lung Has your spring now totally unsprung Are your strings now vitally unstrung Have your final hangmen all been hung You were once your mother's favorite son Now you stare down the barrel of a gun With your war left tragically unwon Tonight the end has come Your song is sung Your race is run You never got the pun You were outdone By everyone You tried to grasp the sun But came undone Now you're but one

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released September 11, 2008

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Andrew Mura Farmington, Maine

Born in the woods, moved to the city, saw the world, then moved to a city in the woods.


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