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Living With It

by Andrew Mura

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1.
Deeper waters pull me in Surround me like a second skin Deeper waters drag me down Don’t forget me should I drown Nothing to me is more enticing I ate the cake but left the icing Icing over like a lake So paper thin and bound to break But still I take those fatal paces Deep water flows to other places To somewhere where my mind is hollow The tide will draw me while I follow Deeper waters pull me in Surround me like a second skin Deeper waters drag me down Don’t forget me should I drown Waiting skating round the rink I fearless teeter on the brink When all your thoughts are out of sync How grand the promise not to think And in those waters deep and black I’m safely shielded from attack Descending to the darkest dreams My mind unravels at the seams Deeper waters pull me in Surround me like a second skin Deeper waters drag me down Don’t forget me should I drown
2.
Last Bastion 03:39
I don’t know what but I can Feel it coming on (Feel it Coming on) I can be here now but in a Moment I am gone (Moment I am gone) Everything I am is gathered Up and swept away (Up and swept away) No one’s at the helm for when I Finally go astray Except you You’re my last bastion of sense You are My defense against the madness Even now I’m missing while you Look into my eyes (Look into my eyes) I get the sense I should come back But I am never certain why (Never certain why) I don’t know where but I can Tell I’m far away (Tell I’m far away) I’m floating off when all I Want is just to stay With you You’re my last bastion of sense You are My defense against the madness You You’re my last bastion of sense You are My defense against the madness
3.
Catching lightning in a jar Like the flicker of the flame Never gets you very far It seems to leave before it came That’s the way I live my life Flowing like the hourglass Flowing through the joy and strife Reminding me this too shall pass We’re living lightning, just once we strike A wind invisible and free As falling snow none are alike As raindrops running to the sea We’re living starlight in a jar We come from shining light sublime And though we don’t walk very far We walk the good path in our time Catching lightning in a jar Like the flicker of the flame Never gets you very far It seems to leave before it came That’s the way I live my life Flowing like the hourglass Flowing through the joy and strife Reminding me this too shall pass We’re living starlight in a jar We come from shining light sublime And though we don’t walk very far We walk the good path in our time
4.
Dial Tone 03:21
I got as far as the dial tone Then I forgot what I was doing I know I need to talk to someone But the numbers won’t stop moving I need help help help but I'm all by myself I need help help help but I'm all by myself And I keep pushing all the buttons But the call just won’t go through I'm getting worse I have to do something But I don't know what I can do I need help help help but I'm all by myself I need help help help but I'm all by myself There must be something I'm misplacing Something that's leading me astray And my thoughts just wont stop racing My head's a million miles away I need help help help but I'm all by myself I need help help help but I'm all by myself I need help help help but I'm all by myself And I'm lost lost lost And I can't get past the dial tone
5.
What Is Real 03:48
With all the things I see and feel I’m never sure just what is real And everybody disagrees What one touches tastes Smells hears or sees If it’s just the mandate of the masses Someone like me just barely passes And all I want is to make sense And stay right here in present tense But now and then, again and again I feel my senses sinking in And I see things that cannot be there They must be coming from somewhere With all the things I see and feel I’m never sure just what is real What is the measure if a mind I'm miles ahead yet worlds behind When I am high so is my function Until I finally come undone And I descend back into hell Am I only real when I am well With all the things I see and feel I’m never sure just what is real But now and then, again and again I feel my senses sinking in
6.
Four A.M. 03:19
Its 4 AM and far from sleep Already been up half the week The doctor did all that he could Nothing I take does any good And if I don’t come down tonight There might be an ambulance in sight And then the hospital again They say there won’t be any pain I swear that I did nothing wrong I just stayed up to write this song I caught a high for way too long Next thing you know three days were gone Its 4 AM and far from sleep Already been up half the week The doctor did all that he could Nothing I take does any good And if I don’t come down tonight There might be an ambulance in sight And then the hospital again They say there won’t be any pain I swear that I did nothing wrong I just stayed up to write this song I caught a high for way too long Next thing you know three days were gone
7.
Pendulum 04:41
I never know who I will be Too high or low I don’t know me I never know when I’ll be sane Or if I’ll ever be again I have to look to those around To see if my behavior’s sound Adrift in what I do and say So easy to get swept away I have to wager everything On how the pendulum will swing Swinging like a hangman’s rope Caught between despair and hope A radio that’s out of tune Changing faces like the moon And I may never gain control Shattered my mind my spirit whole I never know just what I’ll think My thoughts are disappearing ink Shuddering beneath my breath Hidden like the fear of death Whispering beyond my ears Following throughout the years From deepest dream they will awake me Threatening to overtake me I have to wager everything On how the pendulum will swing Swinging like a hangman’s rope Caught between despair and hope A radio that’s out of tune Changing faces like the moon And I may never gain control Shattered my mind my spirit whole
8.
Tomorrow 03:34
Will I have to face tomorrow All I have to face today Will it cling to my remains Or will it slowly wash away Will I ever become more than Just this bag of jangled nerves Will I ever get the peace that Every living thing deserves I don’t know and there are times when I don’t even seem to care And every now and then It seems I’m not even there But I know and I have faith There is a purpose in this pain That it’s more than just a chemical Imbalance in my brain And I know that it’s my calling To keep pulling down the light To show the others like me That there’s more than just the night That even in duress There is a measure of success That living with it doesn’t mean You can’t feel happiness You’re a servant of the waves Until you’re finally dragged below You might even see some things That others say cannot be so And you have to ask yourself If anything is really real The only thing you’re certain of Is how you think and feel And even that is always in A never ending state of change You wonder if it’s you or if The Universe is strange But something must be living Or else you would not be here And as bad as you may have it There are people more severe And I know that it’s my calling To keep pulling down the light To show the others like me That there’s more than just the night That even in duress There is a measure of success That living with it doesn’t mean You can’t feel happiness Will I have to face tomorrow All I have to face today Will it cling to my remains Or will it slowly wash away Will I ever become more than Just this bag of jangled nerves Will I ever get the peace that Every living thing deserves
9.
When the seekers finally reached The temple at the peak They waited so elated Fasting sleepless for a week In a haze they asked the master If the world was in their head The teacher just smiled softly And here are the words he said Eat drink sleep wash your body Wash your clothes Walk talk gather things you need Say some hellos Even when you’ve lost all hope Of ever coming back Chop wood and carry water Till you are the things you pack When the seekers finally reached The temple at the peak They waited so elated Fasting sleepless for a week In a haze they asked the master If the world was in their head The teacher just smiled softly And here are the words he said Eat drink sleep Brush your teeth and take a shower Write down what you are thinking And update it by the hour You’ve been high for way too long Something’s got to pull you down An everyday routine is bound To bring you to the ground Eat drink sleep wash your body Wash your clothes Water feed nurture a young plant Until it grows After you have learned the secrets of divinity Chop wood and carry water To come home from infinity
10.
Mantra 03:35

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released March 9, 2008

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Andrew Mura Farmington, Maine

Born in the woods, moved to the city, saw the world, then moved to a city in the woods.


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