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I'm Not Me

by Andrew Mura

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1.
High 02:43
When I was young I took a lot of drugs It was all in fun Just a way to cop a buzz Now I am old And I take a lot of drugs To keep my mind controlled Put it back the way it was Cause I've been very high Planetary high I've seen angels walking by I've seen spaceships fill the sky And I've been very stoned Just talking all alone Until a voice said one day That my mind was gone Is it just me Or am I no longer me Try to keep my chemistry All in perfect harmony If I stop taking drugs It would be like taking drugs And I don't wanna get high I've already seen enough Cause I've been very high Planetary high I've seen angels walking by I've seen spaceships fill the sky And I've been very stoned Just talking all alone Until a voice said one day That my mind was gone And the question is did I wanna come down And the question is Did I really come down And the question is will I ever come down And the question is And the question is Cause I've been very high Planetary high I've seen angels walking by I've seen spaceships fill the sky And I've been very stoned Just talking all alone Until a voice said one day That my mind was gone
2.
Old 03:33
Tell all your friends We're not selling out We're just getting old Tell all your friends We're not selling out We're just getting old Can't you tell I'm not me Can't you see I'm not well Can't you tell I'm not me Can't you see I'm not well Tell all your friends We're not selling out We're just getting old Tell all your friends We're not selling out We're just getting old Can't you tell I'm not me Can't you see I'm not well Can't you tell I'm not me Can't you see I'm not well Tell all your friends We're not selling out We're just getting old
3.
Head 03:23
I've been hearing doorbells They get me out of bed But no one’s on the stairwell It's all just in my head And I think every thought twice Forgetting what I've said Why can't I get a thought right It's all just in my head I worry 'bout the future I worry 'bout the past I worry 'bout the present And how long it will last And I awake from nightmares Too horrid to describe It takes a couple minutes To remember I'm alive Sometimes I feel important Sometimes I feel so small And sometimes I feel nothing I like that best of all I've got my tiny bass amp I've got my black guitar I've got my microphone stand That's all I need so far I'm going to make some money So I can buy a car I'm going to be a hero I'm going to be a star I listen to the voice talk Just floating in the air And sometimes I don't listen But it is always there I wonder about heaven And after I am dead I wonder if the whole world Is all just in my head 'Cause I've been hearing doorbells They get me out of bed But no one’s on the stairwell It's all just in my head No one’s on the stairwell It's all just in my head
4.
Brown Acid 03:17
It was me I took the brown acid I can see Now everything's placid Freaky feast And I should have fasted Now I'm free So don't mourn my passing Now I float I will never come home My dreamboat Will eternally roam A zygote All cocooned in sea foam All she wrote One more damaged chromosome It was me I took the brown acid Sanity Look how long it lasted Joke's on me I'm totally twisted It's my party Yet somehow I missed it Now I float I will never come home My dreamboat Will eternally roam A zygote All cocooned in sea foam All she wrote One more damaged chromosome
5.
Failure 03:23
I'd hate to be a winner 'Cause there'd be so much to lose And I hope I don't get better What would happen to my muse But I’ll never be a failure 'Cause I set my sights so lowly But is the water rising Or am I just sinking slowly Failure (failure) (failure) Failure (failure) (failure) Failure (failure) (failure) Failure (failure) (failure) I've always been a fighter But there's always been a fight Sometimes I get the feeling That I'm floating towards the light But I’ll never be a failure 'Cause I set my sights so lowly But is the water rising Or am I just sinking slowly Failure (failure) (failure) Failure (failure) (failure) Failure (failure) (failure) Failure (failure) (failure) It seems everything I build up Gets hammered down again And I always end up nowhere With everything to gain But I’ll never be a failure 'Cause I set my sights so lowly But is the water rising Or am I just sinking slowly
6.
Evolution 03:04
Sometimes I'm an altruist Idealist An optimist Sometimes I'm a nihilist A pragmatist A pessimist I get no guidance from my dreams But I know life isn't what it seems No one knows the reason for the pain Unless it's evolution And I may never be the same It must be evolution So I learn to live with it To cope with it To try with it And someday I may fail with it Lose hope with it And die with it I get no comfort from my dreams But I know life isn't what it seems No one knows the reason for the pain Unless it's evolution And I may never be the same It must be evolution No one knows the reason for the pain Unless it's evolution And I may never be the same It must be evolution I only hope to make a stand To be the strongest broken man From where life comes to where it goes What that means to you who knows It's evolution It's evolution
7.
Dead 03:15
We're already dead And we're living a memory Free will's an illusion We all dance in synchrony Reliving our pain Again and again And again and again Until nothing remains Just needles and pins Reweaving the tapestry We're already dead And we're living a memory Free will's an illusion We all dance in synchrony Reliving our pain Again and again And again and again Until nothing remains Just needles and pins Reweaving the tapestry Living a memory
8.
Alive 02:55
One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one You and I Have always been alive Earth and sky Have always been alive You and I Were destined to arise From the earth Upward to the skies One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one You and I Have always been alive Earth and sky Have always been alive You and I Were destined to arise From the earth Upward to the skies One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one One and one is one And one is all and all is one
9.
The End 02:47
Was there nothing good when you were young Has the taste now vanished from your tongue Has the wind been driven from your lung Has your spring now totally unsprung Are your strings now vitally unstrung Have your final hangmen all been hung You were once your mother's favorite son Now you stare down the barrel of a gun With your war left tragically unwon Tonight the end has come Your song is sung Your race is run You never got the pun You were outdone By everyone You tried to grasp the sun But came undone Now you're but one Was there nothing good when you were young Has the taste now vanished from your tongue Has the wind been driven from your lung Has your spring now totally unsprung Are your strings now vitally unstrung Have your final hangmen all been hung You were once your mother's favorite son Now you stare down the barrel of a gun With your war left tragically unwon
10.
You 02:05
I don't mean to bother I don't mind if you don't Have the time It's alright But there's not another Who could tell me that it will All be fine So I can sleep tonight I don't know how to say this But I've got to tell you You're the reason that I even try I don't know how to say this But I've got to tell you You're the reason that I'm still alive So if I call to often Understand you're where my Tether’s tied So I don't fly And if I just stop calling Call me up to see if I'm alright I might not be alright I don't know how to say this But I've got to tell you You're the reason that I even try I don't know how to say this But I've got to tell you You're the reason that I'm still alive
11.
Love Song (free) 03:58

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released April 20, 2007

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Andrew Mura Farmington, Maine

Born in the woods, moved to the city, saw the world, then moved to a city in the woods.


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